||[May. 1st, 2006|07:29 pm]
We (Lital and I) moved to Ashdod. On the way, we sold or gave half of our furnishings, discovered that the rest are still more than enough, managed to loose mental and physical capacity several times, and to have several discussions about the goings on in my life.|
I developed a slight depression right before the move, but I think the move was just a trigger. My life seems to be empty right now, filled only with things I would like to do but never get around to doing: thesis work, role playing, writing, learning, diet, exercise - I better stop now, before depression hits again. Recently I had faced the fact that I am neither responsible, reliable nor a man of my word, as I have previously imagined, at least, not when it is an extensive effort to be. Now I have to either come to terms with the notion that I am lazy, unimaginative and dull, or do something about it (interesting cause and effect there).
(A few more posts in my Hebrew blog)